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Fear

by Zhenya Yevtushenko

after Donnie Darko

I asked my fear
atop a mountain overlook
“Where do you go
at night?” - 
in my voice
it spoke “I go
to every doorslam
like earth to an earthquake, like
a plan to a planecrash, like
emptiness deafening a mailbox, I go
to where every creature dies
alone – those who did & didn’t control
me, from the first man & the last
unicorn to every antichrist & superhero – they all thought
they were alone – but I was watching -

if the sky
is going to open up
will you check to see if the door
is unlocked?”